"Why me??"

She looked out of the window,
And saw the ants crawl, in a depressing row. 
It wasn't a bright sight, 
And wondered if what she was doing is right. 
And she sobbed, "Why me?"

She had it all well planned. 
And t'was to run away from the damned. 
One could see her big drops of tears,
Which reflected her life's fears. 
And she sobbed, "Why me?"

Father returned home last night, 
And she could feel the terror struck sight. 
It happened every day and ever night,
Not knowing how she'll see the light. 
And she sobbed, "Why me?"

She could no longer hold it, 
And couldn't play his wit.
It seemed useless to fight. 
But she tried it with all her might. 
And she sobbed, "Why me?"

He opened the door and it creaked, 
She saw his dark huge shadow and freaked. 
She  whispered,"Don't do it, Father!"
And he told her not to be bothered. 
And she sobbed, "Why me?"

He took out his manliness,
Slowly killing her liveliness. 
He roughed her up for more than an hour,
Which seemed to him like a chocolate tower. 
And she sobbed, "Why me?"

And he seemed satisfied and quenched, 
While she was broken and sweat drenched.
She felt sore in her breasts,
She couldn't think of anything but to rest. 
And she sobbed, "Why me?"

She was filled with anguish, 
Broken and wanting to come back in vanquish. 
She'd rise, off these tangles, 
Breaking them, escaping the strangles. 
And she sobbed, "Try me!"

Into The World Of Love.

I still remember the times,
When we had our night Convos.
Twinkling sound of the wind chimes
In the background, And How I loved
the way you ate your dippy momos.
They're now in my memories.

Long walks, with my heartbeat fast,
And Peeking up at you, You looked
At me and asked, Will it last?
What would I do without you in my life?
I wouldn't want a life without you.
Marry me, be my legally wedded wife.

I was overwhelmed, happy tears
In my eyes gave away my answer,
And he held me hard, killing my fears.
I whispered, I waited for this all my life,
Never knew it'd be this touchy and cute.
It was way beyond perfect and nice.

Then started the journey into the
World of love, where all isn't true
And fair. Some can be hard, some can
be broken. Yet, I deeply trusted you,
while I saw others breaking apart,
leaving behind their other halves.

And The shades of each, frightened me,
But you stood beside me, like a savior.
I felt proud, I felt safe, and you see
I'm jealous too. What if I lose you?
I caught you staring at me, it seemed like
You loved me, and it felt true.

 

All the times when we were cooking love,
All the times when we went on rides,
All the times when I wore my velvet glove,
All the times when I was filled with pride,
Is the time when we fell in love,
Is the time I wanted us to last,
For it ain't a crime, It's just love cast. 

Spark Up Your Soul.

What holds the future, that we're unaware.
But the past is here, and I'd dare,
Not To look back into it. Awful
It was, which was disdainful,
Towards my life, towards me,
I wished it was more like a family.

Oh mother! Why the distance?
I missed the bond from ages, since
The time life turned upside down,
When it was hard and we left the town.
It was pretentious, it was fake.
Does it matter? This heartache?

It's rusted, what we thought was bright.
I want you mother, I'll make it right.
Hold me like you did when I was two.
Love me like you did when I had this flu.
Pamper me, spoil me, trust me,
Let me grow, and let me see.

I miss life at home, I miss it.
Is it more than what could fit
In here? More than what we do now?
Ever wondered how much we're in snow?
Oh mother! Hear my cry, let me in,
See the scars imprinted on my skin.

Why is it so hard, for you to hug me.
Why is it that you won't stay, but flee.
Could you ever get past the past,
And live a life with happiness that'd last?
Forget, but never forgive. Stand a chance,
Like it'd matter and get in some romance.

Oh mother, what you dreamt of
Was crashed, I saw, and twas tough.
But look at me, here I am, and your
New love. Who's worth more than a crore.
He will hold you, so tight, you'd forget
Your pain, your strain. So don't fret.

Be ours, be you, be happy, and I knew
You'd be happy, with him. Phew.
Look what you want, and work it out.
Coz you are the one who will never doubt.
Live a life, mum. You're the one
Whom I'll look up to, love you a ton. 

Those broken wings, Those broken promises..

Those broken wings.
Those broken promises.
That fake Love. For me,
All seemed so true, that I lived
Sparkling for days, just for you.

I believed you,
Unaware of the mask,
That hid the real
You, trusting you with
My heart, only to find
The fake love In you.

The angel in me bumped
Up in joy, when she was
Touched by a star, Which
Led her to accomplish the task,
The task Which the devil left,
Unattended, in the sky.

I went ahead to find him,
In his most mesmerizing
Beauty, a beauty any human
Would fall for. But it had
It's own share of pain to give.

He made me believe In Love,
In hope, in lust, in life,
He made me live a moment
Of my life, my favorite t'was.

Then the storm of infidelity hit him,
He lost his emotions, his Love
For me, He chose the wrong
Upon the right, leaving me
Devastated, alone in the night.

I stopped him hard, reminding him
Of our bond, our Love,
He said He wanted her,
And He loved her. I told him
I'd be broken, for I Love him
Deeply, crying aloud and feebly.

He didn't care, for He walked
Out on me, leaving the door
Open, for me to realize it
Was over. And it was Then I
Realized, No Love is true.

Those broken wings.
Those broken promises.
That fake Love. For me,
All seemed so true, that I lived
sparkling for days, just for you.